intentions

i will be honest, i'm a little bit uncomfortable even posting this. this very short list is not what i imagined my letter of intentions to be. i also can't help but feel that i've left off important items. maybe my entire list of inentions will slowly unveil in parts.

so anyhow, please send me good juju, and positive, supportive energy and thoughts.


the list:

i will spend more time this year working on my health. i will figure out a schedule that involves physical activity. i will eat food that nourishes my body and keep me energetic and alive. i will feel better, look better, have more energy, and feel better about my body.

i will work towards being more comfortable and long term self-sufficient financially. i don't feel like i need more money, although i could certainly find use for it, but i do want to be more organized with what i've got.

i will make a list of the outstanding tasks in my life. i will create a system to prioritize, set up a game plan, and keep track of the things i need to take care of, and then do them. now and in the future.



i don't like having to admit that i haven't got all my shit together. i'm even a little embarrassed by it. i don't feel like a failure, because there are many things that i do feel that i do right, but there are some things tugging me in different directions right now.

i can do this stuff, it will just take energy and discipline.

i have broken promises to myself... i can find or make time to do the things that are truly important.

here it comes... honestly

this post was originally dated 1/15/11 1:40 PM.

to whom it may concern (also read: anyone who would call them self a friend):

i have some friends who give me very good ideas. the only problem is that they have to tell me about 3 or more times before i actually hear them.

through the grape-vine i've heard about another friends' letter of intention and how she is continuing to work towards each of the things she set out to do, and how much she has accomplished. she originally just asked for her friends to give her positive thoughts. simple enough. but when she bravely told us what she had planned, we remembered to send good juju her way instead of questioning or judging.

second hand, i've seen her business grow with her strength and dedication. i admire this woman and also my friend for knowing to pass it on to me. they always know just what to say. : ) (thx!)

so... without further ado, (yes i just looked up the spelling of ado) i will be setting my intentions on display. feel free to read, but please remember when you do, to send me positive thoughts and good vibes.

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Okay, here's where i admit that i've sat down to write this intention letter at least three times, and have thought about it more times than that. yet, there is no letter. : )

let me just say, that it's harder than i expected, and it's in the works.

believe me, this was a step in itself. i'll take what i can get.